There are moments in life when i want to hit pause. People added different flavors to this life. I've tasted cupcakes and figured their temporary magic to bring me joy. I've been grateful for the sweetest moments, no matter how short, happened. I've pondered upon countless possibilities brought about by my greatest imagination. I've been lost and found. I found out how books turned out to be my friends. I've waited a lot. And in waiting, i learned. I grow up and life gets complicated. But I always find pleasure in the simple things life has to offer. I feel different emotions too. I cry. I get confused and I question. I smile and laugh. I love and hope. I dream a lot and i am still in the middle of turning these dreams into realities. All these happen while i live.
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This is, by far, the best Wednesday of my sem break yet. Despite having only 3 hours of sleep due to the inevitable flow of thoughts last night, I couldn’t help but feel ecstatically blessed today. I know the day has not yet ended but the pour of events makes me tear. After all those sleepless nights and those times of self-doubt and those gray days of nearly giving up, it has come to this very point when all those hard work have paid off. The reward has even been greater than I expected. I couldn’t thank God enough for this. He is the reason why I was able to go through all the hard work. His love never ran out of me that i was able to surpass the days of “almost” giving up. And I offer this to Him. But I just can’t help but cry because I seriously could not believe that I got 99.66 in Chem. When will this fact fully sink into my soul and consciousness? Getting that has already made my day but life is just full of surprises. Isn’t it wonderful to see a butterfly as huge as… maybe it was 6x6 in. I felt like I was in the movie Enchanted. Because, truly it was not typical to see a huge butterfly outside a building. And it’s as if someone had just painted its wings and had drawn triangular shapes on the four corners. It’s amazing- God’s work of art surprising you on a typical Wednesday. Speaking of art, this day couldn’t just get any better. A friend surprised me with a lovely present. Speechless and curious, I opened it to find out sweet little things. But what hit me most, is the beautiful Queen of Pentacles I have fallen in love with since I laid my eyes on the picture. But it’s not just that, it’s the effort and every single detail made my heart leap. It is so beautiful. And this day is just as beautiful.
“In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.
And that makes me happy. For it says that no matter how hard the world pushes against me, within me, there’s something stronger – something better, pushing right back.” —Albert Camus